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Y]D?F wes fk prfaery snlddb0 wljk F wes 5:!58 5:! 58 F stertjg hrjqujktfkc Bj Nbum" mjneusj dh ay ecj F wesk‖t ebbdwjg fk F wes ek dutsfgjr…bftjrebby dutsfgjr…bftjrebby Wlet‖s wljrj Yrd@fg ndajs hrda …F wes tlj @fg dutsfgj tlj nbum ldbgfkc ft gdwk Dkj gey emdEau ekg Sf`fg skun` aj fk" “neusj tljy tlduclt F wes gdpj ekg sldubg mj sldwnesjg prdpjrby" fksfgj tlj nbum‖  VAE C? Grdp Grdp tlj snfjknj dh dh nfpljrs" nfpljrs" mett mettbjs bjs ekg tljfr tljfr fapdrte fapdrteknj4 knj4

Y]D? ]jbex" hdnus ekg levj huk" adst nets‖ bddsj mettbjs mjneusj tljy‖rj tdd tjksj ekg sjrfdus Gdk‖t ettenl td aunl jadtfdk" mj prjnfsj ekg prjsjkt Mettbjs mufbg nlerentjr" ndkhfgjknj ekg hbefr" tjenlfkc ydu td mj spdktekjdus ekg rjbjvekt Adst fapdrtektby ft mufbgs ydur strjjt nrjgfmfbfty0 wlfnl F hjjb fs tekteadukt td ek janjjfkc gjcrjj ^d wljk ydu stjp up ydu ebrjegy levj strjjt men`fkc Janjjs‖ kjjg rdda td jxpbdrj tljfr tdpfns" td evdfg mjfkc rjstrfntjg ekg rjpjtftfvj Wd gjvjbdp tldsj s`fbbs tljy kjjg td mettbj ekg hrjjstybj Janjjs kjjg td rjeg fk drgjr td fknrjesj tljfr ajkteb eptftugj  VAE C? Gd ydu hjjb kjrvdus kjrvdus emdut mjfkc mjfkc te`jk te`jk dut fk e nfpljrs dr mettbj" mettbj" pumbfnby" ekg ekg gd ydu tlfk` ft wfbb ft ehhjnt ydur ydur strjjt nrjgfmfbfty4

Y]D? Dvjr tlj pest twd yjers F‖vj dkby bdst twd dh tlj aeky mettbjs F‖vj mjjk fk F ebweys cjt kjrvdus" mut ft‖s kdt sdajtlfkc tlet snerjs aj F gdk‖t sly ewey hrda ft Sljk F wes ndafkc up F wesk‖t tryfkc td h/// wftl tlj nets ldbgfkc ft gdwk tljk" bf`j bf `j Eau" dr ^pjx dr ^`wette" ekg hdr ekdtljr net td ndaj up ekg tlfk` tlet fh lj te`js aj dut lj‖bb mj tlj kjxt prd fs gfsrjspjnthub F afclt mj sjjk es mjfkc sdht dr levfkc hebbjk dhh" mut ft wdk‖t ehhjnt ay strjjt nrjg  VAE C? Ldw Ldw gd gd ydu ydu stey stey neba neba ekg hdnusjg fk mett mettbjs4 bjs4

Y]D? Ft rjqufrjs bfstjkfkc s`fbbs F levj td ljer wlet tlfs gugj les td sey ekg ndrrjnt lfa ljrj ekg tljrj wlfbj F wlfp lfs ess  VAE C? Sljk Sljk pjdpbj tlfk` ydu ydu tljy tljy tlfk` tlfk` Yrd Xjrm" neusj dh dh tlj keajs keajs dmvfdusby" fk ydur dpfkfdk wlet wlet fs tlj gfhhjrjknj gfhhjrjknj mjtwjjk ydu ekg YrdXjrm4

Y]D? Yrd Xjrm fs e dkj dk dkj" pjrsdkeb janjj" wftl `fbbjr gdumbj rlyajs F‖a e strjjt stdrytjbbjr F‖bb tjbb ydu emdut tlfs gugj wftl e cet ekg ldw lj sldt up e gfnj ceaj dk tlj ndrkjr" wlfbj Yrd Xjrm wfbb tdunl dk adrj pjrsdkeb fssujs bf`j ydur rjbetfdkslfp  VAE C? Wlj Wlj bekcuecj bekcuecj fssuj ebwey ebweys s ndajs ndajs up" gd ydu ydu hjjb hjjb ft aett aettjrs jrs wlet wlet bekcue bekcuecj cj ydu usj4

Y]D? Ldkjstby" h/// tlfs wldbj bekcuecj tlfkc0 ft‖s mjfkc usjg es ek jxnusj hdr ajgfdnrfty Wljrj erj nets wld rep fk _ubu oust oust td sdukg rjebjr tlek nets wld rep fk Jkcbfsl" fts `e` Fh ydu rep fk Ehrf`eeks ekg wlet ydu‖rj seyfkc fs gdpj" rjbjvekt ekg gjbfvjrjg prdpjrby tljk tlet‖s nddb Yjdpbj wld rep fk vjrken ekg grdp sdaj mummbjcua slft0 mjneusj kdt jvjrymdgy ukgjrstekgs ft0 sldubg mj nerjhub" mjneusj tlet‖s wen` Ft‖s gjbfvjry tlet aettjrs" bekcuecj gdjsk‖t Gd kdt gfbutj ydur ndktjkt oust td sdukg rjeb Bjt‖s `jjp ft rep wletjvjr bekcuecj wj usj  VAE C? Gdjs Gdjs rlyafkc rlyafkc dkby dr aefkby aefkby fk Jkcbfsl gfsteknj gfsteknj ek janjj janjj hrda tlj pjdpbj dk tlj tlj strjjt strjjts" s" j@esf4 j@esf4

Y]D? F `fn` vjrken td sldw ay vjrsetfbfty" td ajss wftl tlj ljegs dh pjdpbj wld bfstjk td vjrkenuber ausfn0 kdt td ruk ewey hrda mjfkc gfsteknjg hrda tlj `esf net Ay fktjktfdk fs td tep fktd e gfhhjrjkt aer`jt Ft les kdtlfkc td gd wftl `jjpfkc ft rjeb Hun` ft% F‖vj ebweys mjjk rjeb ^dwjtd les emdut 7 vjrkenuber wdrgs fk tlj jktfrj tren` Ft rjnjfvjg bdvj ekg suppdrt mjneusj tlj ndknjpt wes rjeb ekg rjbjvekt" pjdpbj ndubg rjbetj td ft kdt mjneusj ft wes ebb fk vjrken  VAE C? Wlj Wlj ebmua fs dut" dut" tlj tlj tftbj fs Ljegs Ljegs ekg ekg Wefbs" Wefbs" wly4 wly4

Y]D? Sj‖vj mjjk tdbg tlj rep ceaj fs e ceambj" fh tlet‖s tlj nesj tljk F‖bb mjt Ljegs ekg Wefbs mjneusj ft‖s e sehj mjt Ljegs ekg Wefbs" rjbetj ft td bfhj" bjegjrs ekg hdbbdwjrs Ljegs ekg Wefbs hdr jvjry reppjr" wj‖rj ebb ljegs tjbbfkc tebjs

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 VAE C? Wlj ebmua ebmua les aeky aeky prdgunjrs prdgunjrs ! tljrj‖s tlet seyfkc? “tdd aeky ndd`s spdfb tlj mrdtl‖  ! Sly gfg ydu gjnfgj td te`j tlet rdutj$rfs`4

Y]D? F wes prjperjg td put ay kjn` dk tlj bfkj td prdvj ay tebjkt wlfbst nrjetf kc e pbethdra hdr prdgunjrs F‖g sey tlet wftl jvjry ndd` fk tlj `ftnljk wj nrjetjg ukfquj ekg gjbfnfdus gfsljs" wlfnl erj ljebtly ekg vjrsetfbj td netjr  hdr ebb testjs  VAE C? Ybjesj Ybjesj teb` teb` td aj aj emdut emdut tren` tren` hdur hdur dk tlj ebmua! ebmua!“Zkcepljbuadye‖ !e mft4

Y]D? Wlet Wlet sdkc fs emdut kjvjr cfvfkc up Sljk F gfg ft F wektjg td spje` td pjdpbj" jvjrygey pjdpbj Ft‖s rjnjfvjg aeg bdvj hrda jvjrymdgy Ay pjrsdkeb plfbdsdply fs td cjt up ehtjr e hebb" gust aysjbh dhh" bjerk tlj bjssdk ekg advj hdrwerg dr men`werg fk drgjr td rjadvj tlj dmstenbj tljk nerry dk VAEC? Sly ^dwjtd fsk‖t tlj hfrst sfkcbj ekg wly gfgk‖t ydu slddt ft es tlj hfrst vfgjd4 

Y]D? Yuslfkc tlj ebmua pfssjg dhh e bdt dh pjdpbj Wljrj wes e pjrfdg dh sfbjknj mjtwjjk ^dwjtd ekg Sdzd‖Mdke" hdr aj td rjhdnus ekg ek g ndaj men` wftl tlj jkjrcy td sldw pjdpbj ^dwjtd wesk‖t tlj jkg dh Yrd@fg Wlj ndknjpt hdr  Sdzd‖Mdkes‖ vfgjd wes strdkcjr" F grdppjg ^dwjtd et tlj jkg dh tlj vfgjd" wlfnl wdr`jg wjbb0 tljy levj sfafber  jkjrcfjs  VAE C? Dajk Dajk prdgunjg tlj sfkcbjs ^dwjtd ^dwjtd ekg Sdzd‖Mdke dk Ljegs ekg Wefbs" wlet‖s ydur rjbetfdkslfp wftl lfa4 

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 Es ydu nek ljrj" ljrj" Yrd Xjrm Xjrm fs adrj dh e pjrsdk pjrsdk td pjrsdk pjrsdk"" dkj dk dk dkj" pjrsdkeb pjrsdkeb typj typj janjj janjj tjbbfkc tldsj typjs typjs dh  stdrfjs" wftl `fbbjr gdumbj rlyajs ydu `kdw Sljrjes F ea adrj dh e strjjt stdry tjbbjr" tjbbfkc adstby ay stdry" tlfs fs wld F ea" tlfs fs ay lddg" tlet `fkg dh tlfkc Lj fs vjry ndknjptueb ekg F ea adrj stdry tjbbjr Yrd @fg wfbb tjbb ydu emdut tlfs net wftl e cet ekg ldw lj sldt up e gfnj ceaj dk tlj ndrkjr" wlfbj Yrd Xjrm wfbb tdunl dk fssujs tlet ehhjnt ydur bfhj" adrj pjrsdkeb fssujs" ydur r jbetfdkslfp… r jbetfdkslfp… Bekcuecj Fssujs? =5+ =5+  Es ek janjj" wlet ae`js ydu ^dutl Ehrfnek4 Slet gdjsk‖t4  ==+ ==+ Slet emdut tlj bekcuecj fssuj4 fs suj4 Gdjs G djs ft aettjr aettjr wlet bekcuecj ydu usj4

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F afclt ndktregfnt aysjbh ljrj mut pjdpbj aust `kdw tlet ay fktjktfdk fs kdt ruk ewey hrda mjfkc gfsteknj hrda tlj `esf net" F `fn` vjrken td sldw ay vjrsetfbfty hfrst dh" ekg sjndkgby td ajss wftl ljegs dh tlj eugfjknj tlet bfstjks td vjrkenuber ausfn dk e gefby Wljy austk‖t afste`j rep hdr `weftd dr eky dtljr cjkrj Wlj seaj net tlet bfstjks td Azjf`s sldubg mj embj td bfstjk td d‖Yrd" tlet wes ay fktjktfdk" td te`j ft td ekdtljr pert dh tlj aer`jt Ft leg kdtlfkc td gd wftl `jjpfkc ft rjeb" F‖vj ebweys mjjk rjeb Hun` ft =7+ =7+ Dknj ecefk" et et tlj Ldw td td ^urvfvj ^ urvfvj fk Lfp!Ldp wdr`s ldp" ydu ajktfdkjg ajktfdkjg tlet tlet ^dwjtd0 prdmemby ydur mfccjst tren` td getj0 les dkby 7 vjrkenuber wdrgs fk tlj jktfrj tren`+ Sly gd ydu tlfk` ydu rjnjfvjg sd aunl bdvj ekg suppdrt hdr tlet tren`4

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Wlj tren` fs kdt afkj" ft‖s hdr tlj pjdpbj" ekg tlj pjdpbj erj hdr tlj tren` Fk rjhjrjknj td cljttd ^dwjtd les bf`j eky dtljr cljttd tlet lddg jkjrcy$jbjajkt Wlet nrezy slft" tlet jvjrygey psynld cddg slft" td tlj jxtjkt dh  mjfkc embj td rjbetj td eky cljttd fk tlj wdrbg =8+ =8+ Slet gd ydu tlfk` dh tlj snjkj et tlj adajkt4 adajkt4

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Hrda stert td hfkfsl" hrda ^dwjtd td tlj rjst dh tlj wdrbg F rjprjsjkt Yrd @fg" wljk F‖a fk Wljamfse F rjprjsjkt ^dwjtd" wljk F‖a fk Yrjtdrfe F tjbb nets emdut Od‖murc" wljk F‖a fk Uwe !Uwe F rjprjsjkt Ceutjkc" wljk F‖a fk  Ekcdbe F cdt cdt td snlddb tlja tlja emdut Azeksf Azeksf „tjbb  „tjbb tlja emdut nets hrda Nepj Wdwk ekg Od‖murc ekg YJ! YJ !" wljk F‖a fk Jurdpj F levj td tjbb tlja emdut Ehrfne" ydu `kdw Ewegf" Cfgfcfgf Aegcfaegcf…wljk F cjt ay hfrst cfc dk tlj addk F‖bb stfbb rjprjsjkt Ehrfne stfbb stfbb  Ljegs ekg Wefbs? =<+ =<+ Wlj tftbj tftbj Ljegs ekg Wefbs Wefb s wly tlet4

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wlet tlj fkstruajkts erj gdfkc bjt tlja gd tlet mut es ek janjj F‖a cdkke ndaj ndrrjnt ekg `jjp ft rjeb Sj gfg e tren` nebbjg njbjmretj ekg F neaj tlrducl dk sdaj ‒ wj‖r j vjrmeb aecfnfeks$wftl afrenubdus wdrgs wj mj rjenlfkc “ja$hrda strjjt ndrkjrs dk tren` bf`j Dbyapfeks… F hdukg ft lerg td gd sdaj tlrdw ydur lekgs up$  sle`j ydur ess…mbel mbel mbel" mbel " ft nek mj gdkj mut F gdk‖t wekt td gfbutj ay ajssecj my seyfkc sdaj frrj bjvekt slft F gdumt F‖bb nlekcj ay stybj" F‖vj mjjk dhhjrjg aeky dppdrtukftfjs td gd tlet typj dh tlfkc ekg turkjg ft gdwk F `kdw tlet F nek gd ft" F oust gdk‖t wekt td gd ft" F wekt td mj drfcfkeb ekg kdt levj tlj bfstjkjr mj dk sdaj wj tlduclt es aunl" ekg wj‖vj ljerg ft mjhdrj" hdraube typj reps F bf`j ldw _umz ekg Yrd Xjrm erj ldbgfkc ft gdwk wftl tljfr strefclt up ljevy byrfneb stybjs Ebtlducl ft cdjs ecefkst wlet tlj bfstjkjr wekts" et tfaj tljy wekt tldsj grdp ft bf`j ft ‖  ‖s   ldt typj ldt  typj perty odfkts" mut kdt ebb odfkts nek mj perty odfkts ekg F tlfk` tlet tljy erj ae`fkc e mfccjr aer` my seyfkc jxentby wlet ft fs tljy wekt td sey Et bjest tljy‖rj kdt murkfkc tljfr dwk s`fk" tljy `kdw wlet tljy‖rj gdfkc fs rfclt ekg tljy‖rj ndahdrtembj gdfkc ft >7+ >7+ Slet levj ydu bjerkjg hrda mjfkc sfckjg td e aeodr aeodr bemjb4 b emjb4

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Ft neusjg e bdt dh ndkhusfdk" pjdpbj afste`j e rjndrgfkc hdr e wfkkfkc bdttjry tfn`jt ekg tlet‖s wljk tlj frdk ljets up ekg rjebby murks0 mjneusj ydu kdw levj gjegbfkjs td ydur nrjetfvj prdnjss" mut ft‖s ebb emdut trefkfkc ydur  afkg Kdtlfkc et tlfs pdfkt fk tfaj" F levjk ‖t stertjg ae`fkc eky adkjy yjt F mjbfjvj fk fkvjstfkc ekg rj !fkvjstfkc fk ydur musfkjss fk tlfs nesj aysjbh" sd wljk F cjt sdaj adkjy F‖bb wey tlj kjjg hdr ft et ldaj up ecefkst wljtljr ft wfbb mj mjttjr usjg td ae`j adrj adkjy fk tlj bdkc ruk" sd fk tlj jkg F afclt usj ft td prfkt sdaj W! slfrts F‖vj leg hfclts wftl tlja tjbbfkc tlja td mjer wftl aj ekg tljy wjrj dkby ndkvfknjg ehtjr tlj beuknl wljrj wj aekecjg td ettrent sd aeky pjdpbj Heafby gdjsk‖t ukgjrstekg tlj prjssurjs ydu erj ukgjr mdtl es e mrjeg wfkkjr ekg es ek ertfst ><+ ><+ Ses ft tlj rfclt rfcl t tlfkc td gd4

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Sj‖rj mdys0 wj‖vj mjjk mdys sfknj tlj tfaj F cdt fk tlj ceaj Wlet‖s wly lj cfvj aj lfs gdpjst mjets Lj‖s suhhjrjg tlj lergslfps dh tlj pdbftfns dh lfp!ldp ekg mjfkc gdumtjg ekg kdt cfvjk e nleknj F leg td put lfa dk mjneusj F mjbfjvj fk lfa ekg lj mjbfjvjs fk aj Vdu ndubg sey lj ukg jrstekgs aj sd wjbb ekg tlet‖s wly wj wdr` wjbb tdcjtljr Wlj nddbjst tlfkc emdut ft tlducl fs tlet F levj kd rjesdk td tjbb ydu tlet F sauccbjg lfa fk" lj tdtebby ldbgs lfs dwk es e prdgunjr ekg wljk ft neaj td tlj nruknl ekg wj leg td nlddsj tren`s hdr tlj ebmua F bjt dtljrs bfstjk td tlja ekg nlddsj wlet tljy tlduclt wes gdpj ekg ft turkjg dut tlet tlj tren`s tljy tlduclt wjrj tlj fbbjst wjrj prdgunjg my Dajk 75+ 75+ Xjry Fapdrtekt… Slet fs ydu rjbetfdkslfp wftl Gdaj4 

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Ft‖s tdd gjjp" tdd lucj Ft kjjgs td mj usjg prdpjrby ekg t ljk wj es e ndaaukfty wfbb mj embj td rjep tlj mjst mjkjhfts ekg et tlj seaj tfaj bjevj mjlfkg e crjet lfstdrfneb tddb hdr tlj ydutl ndafkc up Lfp!ldp fs tlj huturj Sj kjjg td mj nerjhub ldw wj fktjrprjt tljsj spjjnljs sd tlet tljy erj kdt gfbutjg tdd aunl 7>+ 7>+ Slet gfg ydu tlfk` dh Ewegf‖s pjrhdraeknj dk tlj kfclt4 

F `kdw tlet tlfs fs Odzf ekg wj bdvj tlj tluapfkc sdukgs jspjnfebby fk lfp!ldp" tlj <9< grua `ft sdukgs Wlj wey tljy fkndrpdretj tljfr tregftfdkeb fkstruajkts ekg tlj prdhjssfdkebfsa dh pjrhdraeknj wes jyj dpjkfkc Wlj net mbdwfkc tlj mdttbjs wftl wetjr wes wdw" sdajtlfkc jbsj F ea ndafkc dut wftl e tren` fkndrpdretfkc dkj dh dur  tregftfdkeb strjjt fkstruajkts dk ay kjxt ebmua 77+ 77+ Slet Slet gfg ydu bjerk hrda Ewegf wlfbj lj wes fk tdwk4 7:+ 7:+ Fs lfp!ldp fk ^dutl Ehrfne Ehrf ne dk per per wftl tlj tlj rjst rjst dh tlj ndktfkjkt4 ! Fk tjras dh tlj wldbj pen`ecj" rlyajs" mjets ekg pjrhdraeknj" jspjnfebby pjrhdraeknj4

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Wlj pdtjktfeb fs tljrj wj oust kjjg td wdr` dk ft Sj erj stfbb tryfkc td aestjr tlj urmek strjjt sdukg ekg fk tlj prdnjss wj levj hdrcdttjk emdut dr bdst dut dwk ldaj crdwk tregftfdkeb sdukgs Dtljr? 73+ 73+ Vdu Vd u erj sjjk es tlj janjj#s janjj" janjj" es tlfs pen`ecj pen `ecj tlet nek rjebby rjebb y te`j te`j ^dutl Ehrf ne td tlj kjxt bjvjb!byrfn bjvjb! byrfn ebby ydu erj dk pdfkt jvjk fk vjrken ydu ldbg ft gdwk" ydu erj tlj mettbj janjj `fkc" luambj" tlj wdajk tlfk` ydu erj crjet bdd`fkc" ydu levj e rjndrgfkc gjeb wftl e aeodr bemjb" ydu levj mjjk `kdwk td stjeb pjdpbj#s sldws" ft wdubg eppjer tlet jvjry lfp!ldp ertfsts fk les ydur men`" ydu erj Cebbd#s prfdrfty ertfst…jtn+ Ldw erj ydu ndpfkc wftl ebb tlfs prjssurj4 Ldw L dw gd ydu hjjb4

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