Austin

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THIS IS REALLY LONG. If you want to argue on the subject, read this first first.. So, Austin has been a very touchy subject lately. As soon as I did what I did, I felt bad. I always do, but have so ask myself if I actually went too far. I did go further than I intended, but in the end is it for the best? Chris was very sad when she found out he was kicked out. She said “But didn't you like raise him or something?” As far as I know, he was already a member on earthflame, but Sofi and I did teach him energy manipulation, which is when he really started. So, in a sense, yes we did. I have to wonder what Sofi would say if she were here. Before she left she was annoyed by him, so maybe she would agree with my actions. Is Austin worth the trouble he creates? I guess that's the only question that matters in the end. When he was first a part of the group everything changed. Destiny went from a group concerned with psionics to a group fighting for God. Everything was turned into religion somehow. We were controlled with fear. We were either on God's side or Satan's; there was no neutrality to him, he even said so himself. Not all of us agreed with that, but there wasn't much we could do. Over and over, we would argue. Things would be logical until he brought the Bible into the debate. He said he read it and understood God's word. He spoke with God many times and he would tell him about how we were “leaders of the world after the destruction and we would have wings” or something along those lines. This was a few days after Christmas and around the same time Ben was on his archangel thing. Somehow we were able to remove that which tied us to the idea of a holy war between God and Satan. Things were quiet for a while, you could even say peaceful. Soon, Henri joined our site. Sofi and I talked with him a bit and after a while he offered us an entrance into GC, an alliance between online communities of psions, of course we accepted and even a while after that, things stayed peaceful. Austin was beginning to fade away from Sofi and I. We tried what we could to get him back, and I guess things worked for a while. We were really annoyed with him. He would smoke pot ever chance he got and used training as an excuse to do so. “It helps me connect with fire”... It was always that and making some “10000x psiball.” I honestly started to regret having him on the team. Then he met some Guardian of Progress and they would talk a lot. This guy was supposedly half Chaos energy and half Source energy. Talking to him only made things worse between Austin and I. He would tell Austin that all of his chakra were open and fill him with so much pride about being all powerful. Now of course this all came with some sort of catch. He had to be on the Path of Ascension. This path came complete with your own legions of demons to fight and beings to talk to! Its the ultimate package... Not only did this make Austin feel good, but it made him feel better than everyone else. He would want to “share his knowledge with us” which only ended in him calling everyone “stupid and weak”. Being tired of all of this and being pleaded, I agreed to join his path. I went in with no ill intentions. I wanted to believe him, at this point I was already questioning his sanity and gave him the benefit of the doubt by telling myself “this is how other people see psionics”, and that was enough for me. I went onto this path with faith and a pure heart. This seemed like a normal path, although I believe they misunderstood what “ascension” means. I would talk with being after being trying to gain some information. Every now and then I would see a flash of lightning and see evil and masks, but I told myself that I was being cynical and I continued. Somewhere along that line I had to stop. I would get calls at 1:30 in the morning about the veil falling. Then a day later I'd get another call about the veil falling. There must have been a dozen veils because

 

it never ended. He would call in a state of panic telling me we have an hour, but then text me that everything is okay since his friend put up a new veil. This was a circle that never ended. All of this I could handle, but he would also get all the council members of the alliance together to tell them what's happening. How we have a matter of hours. The members would scan the veil and see nothing abnormal. He would tell them about legions of demons at the north pole and dramatically tell me “Say hello to the apocalypse” and “the first Horseman is riding!” Was I really wrong to question his sanity? I would AP to the North Pole and see nothing, yet he would see something that made him fear his life. All of this I could handle, I would just slowly push Austin away from the group, but I couldn't handle what he would say. When the Council wouldn't accept his words without validation, he would slander their names. He would call them fools and tell me how they wouldn't survive. That's what really made me snap. He wouldn't stop telling me that I need to let go of Destiny, none of them would survive in the end, they're wasting my time. They're weak and could probably survive a day. There aren't many things I care about in the world, I don't have many buttons, and I've NEVER told anyone any of my buttons, but my team is HUGE to me. To tell me the members are a waste of time and weak, and that the higher members, whom I would trust with my life, are ignorant and stupid pretty much comes with a big ass sign that says “DONT PRESS!”. So yes, I snapped. I was calm at first, I told him I couldn't have him around the team, the less experienced members are too impressionable (Later I found out that Ben joined them). I said he has to leave, that I'm deleting his profile from the site along with anyone's whom I see a threat to the group. Unfortunately, I made the mistake of making him an administrator on the Facebook page, so I couldn't delete him from there; he would have to leave. He refused to leave me though. Because “we're brothers”- something about being directly related to Source. So I snapped a bit. I told him not to worry about me and that he has to leave. I have to admit I'm pretty good at finding someone's buttons. So I Trolled a bit. I told him I will always be better than him and I would be his superior. I told him he's crazy and everything he hears is just in his head. It got him to leave, or say he would. After I gave him a free hit on me, to cause some real damage and prove his power, I felt nothing. He told me that my soul is split in two. He also told numerous people to scan me, being very cocky and condescending, but every one of them said there was no damage. So he said his goodbyes and posted on the Facebook page about how he only did good and I was wrong. Everyone said goodbye yet he still remained. And now as I'm writing this very sentence I'm telling him to leave once more. He seems to be obliging and hopefully this works out fine. I'm posting this so everyone can know the entire story. After reading this, if anyone wishes to leave the team, feel free. I have no ill wishes or harbor any anger towards him.

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