Essence

Essence comes down to the level of Earth from the Unisphere's
Universunfower There is formed for it a physical body out of substances
derived from both parents during procreation. Out of these substances, which
make separate and distinct sets of the necessary materials for the formation
of our body, some are selected from one parent and some from the other
parent, the rest being discarded and not useful.
This Essence is alive prior to the body making contact with life on Earth. n
this respect we must correct our customary sense!based view that it is only
the parents that make the child. They supply certain materials which are
made in them "#$%, their earth, &re, water, air, ether, mind, desire, karma
and inner 'ualities(, but everything else is done by )reator's intention for
each person's Essence.
The only thing that can be said to be done by the parents is to bring the two
sets of materials together. Then, with an individual Essence seeking to come
to this world to learn about *od's story and what *od had to go through to
separate the +ight from the darkness, a child results. Each baby comes here
with the potential to evolve into a ,true, human being through the growth of
Essence.
-e must understand that the ob.ect of Essence in coming down to this Earth
and seeking a body is to enable it to reach full development, awaken "be re!
born into that Truth and *oodness, and /e!Turn(. 0ut we are told that Essence
can only grow to a certain limited e1tent under ordinary circumstances and
that it re'uires a special food to develop any further.
-e may be sure that this special food will be a catalyst for the death of
something that hinders the developement of Essence, namely, the death of
what is called ,2ersonality., n this light, 2ersonality is de&ned as the sum of
all outer impressions that land on us from #ay One3 our life e1perience that
enters through the &ve senses and constructs highly intricate, complicated
and sophisticated delusion we associate as ,the self.,
Upon birth we arrive with strong Essence, but it can only grow on it's own to a
limited e1tent without further intense work. -e need to understand that the
body is not the Essence itself. The body becomes full grown of itself if
provided with physical food. 0ut this is not the case with Essence, which
needs psychologically pure food for the nourishment of the ,child of the
heart.,
The story of the development of the Essence should not confused the story of
the development of the body. They e1ist on two entirely di4erent levels. %
fully developed body does not mean a fully developed Essence. % person with
supreme infuence in society or having physical power with the strength of
three ordinary men may act and think like a two!year old child.
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-hen we are children, Essence is active. $e1t there is formed gradually
around Essence a covering called 2ersonality. This surrounds and envelopes
the Essence while the body continues to grow into adulthood.
%s a rule a person does not reach any further stage of Essence!reali6ed
maturity. 7er body grows while her Essence almost always remains
undeveloped. Then 2ersonality becomes fully formed as a teenager and
adult, taking precendent over who we believe ourselves to be, the act we put
on for others and the choices we do or do not make that chart the course of
our lives.
The person8s center of gravity of consciousness "the ,#O, ! tonic note ! of the
scale of their being( shifts more and more into the outer covering called
2ersonality. This results in a life of imitation "monkey!see, monkey!do
behavior(. % person passes outwards from the magnetic pull of external
forces into what is not their true selves.
% switch takes place9 the 2ersonality becomes active and the Essence
retreats into passivity, undernourished and dormant. :o very, very few people
gravitating towards this outward direction under the hypnotic hysterical
delusion of today's fast!paced, ultra!materialistic, imbalanced and to1ic world
ever return to Essence's stillpoint. This is why we all feel like we are lost.
0ut a great deal is said in all esoteric literature and scripture, as, for instance,
in the *ospels, about turning. % man who lives and dies in this state in which
2ersonality is active and Essence passive is incomplete, un&nished,
unreali6ed. :uch a man is sometimes called a seed, an acorn, an ear of
wheat, or an un&nished house. n a general sense he is called ;an asleep.
The point is that a person must begin to turn towards Essence to awaken, and
through awakening feel their e1istence less and less through their 2ersonality.
n this sense 2ersonality begins to die. ;any 88s must die for the person to be
born "re!born ! turning, transforming and developing the Essence(.
:o here we see some analogy. These 88s which form the population of the
2ersonality have to be re!arranged from their current statechaotic entropy
into the correct order ! namely, the 88s that can awaken must be set as a
priority over those that cannot. %n evil 88, a negative 88, must die. That is, it
must be relegated to the furthest away place and given no nourishment.
2sychologically, we are most what we nourish most9 and we nourish most
what we love most even if we cannot admit it due to self!deception. f we love
negative 88s most, we nourish them most. 0y ceasing to love the many 88s
whose 'ualities are dark, cruel, violent, sel&sh and counterproductive to a life
full of meaning, we cease to feed them with the forces of the inner heart.
They begin to shrink and relief is felt.
The problem is that 2ersonality never wants to die and it is clever enough to
&nd ways of recovering, beginning to speak again gaining force and infuence
within. f we are overtaken by weakness ! like we all are from time to time !
we &nd ourselves helpless by becoming passive to these inner demons,
allowing them subconsciously to drinking our blood. :o we must re!dedicate
our life each day to attacking the negative emotions in order to weaken them.
%ll pure spiritual psychological teachings maintain this goal as the prime
ob.ective towards awakening.
:elf!observation is the number one tool we have to gain a clear vision of
2ersonality, and become conscious of all its 88s, attitudes, defensive bu4ers,
lies, roles that we take seriously as our self. f we do not work diligently
every minute, every day on honest and humble self!observation, the
,2ersonality, will use all our force for it's illusory itself and rob Essence of it's
original purpose and destiny.
Then a fate worse than death takes place3 namely that the Essence, which is
really ourself ! as uni'ue as each snowfake's shape, authentic, individually
creative, spontaneous, intuitively fresh and unstuck, will be starved.
f we do nothing to purify the inner church of our heart "the place of true
purity prayer, built by the )reator within each of us as a seed( we remain
seeds that never propagate ! un&nished houses ! people asleep in ourselves !
and as such, since we were created self!developing organisms, we are
useless e1periments, failures, even if on the outside our position of power,
success, fame or fortune appears great and satisfying.
n summary9 the Essence has been connected with a body, we are born and
the body has grown up. The Essence has grown a little and 2ersonality has
surrounded it. Everything is now ready for the work of self!development
through the death of 2ersonality. t is at this stage that self!development can
begin. 0ut as a rule nothing further takes place. ;an lives and dies as a seed
sound!asleep, in a world of people psychologically stunted in any inner
growth or puri&cation who are at their core hypocritically cruel, violent and in
truth living without a speck of true faith. They lose their chance at becoming
a true human being, and often devolve into something that entirely not
human at all.
Unfortunately, no one has a clue does that this is the actual case "that the
dead %/E burying the dead, the blind %/E leading the blind, etc.( although
they may have heard these truths often and sense the reality of this .ourney
we call life deep, deep within their souls.