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It's not possible to describe what it's like. Except mabey DEATH what did you see -ALL hat did you do- !y body did nothin" #but lay down. I was no more#$ust ALL I can't put this into words. It would take a book and I still couldn't "et it ri"ht. Eatin" L%D crystal intense#ma"ical#cra&y and the 'LTI!ATE A(T )* %'+!I%%I), T) THE -%.(HEDELI( %TATE. Let me think about it today and think o/ anyway I can put it better. I "ot up this mornin" and as always took a 0uick look at the boards be/ore headin" to campus. .our thread "ot thinkin" about the old days as I was dri1in" to campus. %o I ha1e decided to skip my /irst class and try to pro1ide some more in/o. +T i/ I /lunk my patholo"y exam next week It's your /ault Leary/an %ome o/ this in/o I co1ered in my )DD thread L%D-(rystal to blotter. !y in/ormation is on how the Dead2rainbow2ori"anal /amily handle L%D hen L%D crystal is bou"ht it comes in little "lass 1iles. It's a dense crystal and a "ram o/ it looks alot smaller than a "ram o/ coke or /lour3or other powder4. Ten "rams can /it in a 1ile small enou"h to hold in your hand and clentch your /ist and conceal. Anyway as I said in my other thread when you /irst buy crystal /rom the /amily their's 5 re0uirement's. 6. .ou ha1e to be tau"ht how to lay it properly and be trusted to do so on your own. 5. .ou ha1e to do a thumbprint. The /amily belie1es L%D crystal should only be handled by those with the proper ener"y or karma to do so. There's no better way to test somebodys /aith o/ L%D than "i1e them a thumbprint. )ri"inaly thumprints were "i1en by takin" the "lass 1ile and putin" your thumb o1er the top o/ the 1ile and turnin" it and /lipin" it upside down real 0uick. This put a coatin" o/ crystal on your thumb which was pessed into the palm o/ the person #lea1in" your crystal imbedded thumbrint in there palm3hence the term thumprint4 where it would absorb3or they mi"ht lick it o//.4. This was your certi/ication ,owadays thumbprints are eaten. Any time someone eats crystal it's re/ered to as a print. This way was adopted because it's more e//iciant. As /or the experiance itsel/. All re1ie1er's are experianced with L%D3at least they think so until there printed 4 .ou /eel it almost instantly. L%D crystal has an ener"y to it. Ha1in" a $ar o/ it my pocket is enou"h to alter my conciousness. As soon as it touches your skin or "oes in your mouth you can /eel it. Alot o/ /olks will throw up within minutes. This is an exorcism o/ sorts. Like all the ne"ati1e ener"y bein" cast out o/ your body. Then you lay down and learn. As /or the experiance I $ust couldn't do it $ustice to describe it. .our ne1er the same a"ain. A thumprint doesn't open the door o/ perception it blows it o// the hin"es. .ou melt into eternety. .ou let "o and die into the moment which is all. There is no you anymore only all. The intensity o/ this can't be described# but you reali&e as your slipin" away that it's /amilar.This is because it become 0uite clear this is exactlly what happens when you die. A/ter an eternity you slowly start to come back in pieces. .ou /eel reborn and a completely di//erent person. .ou don't e1er come completely down or back. This isn't a bad thin" #but it's 1ery scary at /irst. I won't try to describe it any more because I can't. Also a/ter your experianced with eatin" crystal its a little less tramatic. .our /irst one is spent on the "round. A/ter awhile I could eat crystal at shows and whatnot. I ha1e only seen one print "o bad and I described this in my other thread. The "uy says it's the most important e1ent o/ his li/e and now li1es happily so I "uess it wasn't bad. His reaction at the time was. I think psychedelics are sa/er in lar"e doses3i'm not talkin" about thumbprint si&es thou"h4 as /ar as bad trips "o. They o1erride your e"o's de/enses in lar"e enou"h doses. you can't think your ha1in" a bad trip because you can't think at all beacause there is no you. Terrance !c7enna and Andrew eil !D ha1e said this also. It is hard to describe a thumbprint. Human lan"ua"e cannot describe an experiance that is encompasses all o/ li/e. E1ery cell o/ e1ery creature or li1in" thin" that e1er li1ed or will li1e is connected by the ener"y or li"ht. hen we die are body and our e"o is "one. e become one with eternity or the li"ht or 8od or whate1er name
you wish to call it. A thumbprint allows this to happen and rerturn to our physical body. !y /irst print I layed down and 0uickly reali&ed that this was my actual death. .ou watch the whole process un/old with complete awareness. I didn't clin" to my body I $ust reali&ed my li/e had passed. As I was spiralin" up or out I saw my li/e e1ol1e throu"h the years I li1ed. The happiness# the sadness#the people I lo1ed and the people I didn't. The $oy that I "a1e and the pain that I caused. I saw the true nature o/ reality and why thin"s were the way they were. As I "ot hi"her I saw the nature o/ reality on the cosmic scale and saw that the reason /or our e1olution was to experiance lo1e. To lo1e is to ha1e experianced the /inest o/ li/e. Then came the moment were it was time to let "o. As I did it came /or me and I sobbed uncontrolabley /or I reali&ed that the li"ht or ener"y we call "od or creation was per/ect. It was pure unconditional lo1e. hat else could "od ha1e been I reali&ed. That "lint o/ innocent per/ection in a baby's eye. The li"ht was pure as the heart o/ 9esus (hrist. I dissol1ed into it and died. %ince there was no me only the all #I cannot remember the rest because there was no me to remember. A/ter /ore1er I slowly decended into my body. I spent days awake a/terwards talkin" to mysel/. I 1owed to "od to spread L%D so others could see the li"ht. I 1owed to look at e1ery person as the lord and treat them as such. I was reborn and continue to li1e by the 1alues I learned. I became as acti1e as I could spreadin" L%D. .ear a/ter year in hotel rooms with a pyrex pan and watercolor paper. Hopin" excitedly that some o/ these hit's will help "uide my brothers and sisters back towards the li"ht. L%D is a direct messa"e /rom 8od. -eriod. I don't think we "et another chance. e can lo1e each other or we can kill each other #but it is up to us. As I always say in my threads as a reminder# my work with L%D ended years a"o. As /or your 0uestion about eatin" and "oin" to the bathroom. I don't think I ate /or a week a/terwards. As /or "oin" to the bathroom I hadn't eaten be/ore hand at my "uides ad1ise so it wasn't a problem. I remember lettin" "o as it "ot dark and comin" back a lttle be/ore sunrise. I was hi"h /or alon" time a/terwards and as I said earlier you ne1er /ully return. I /eel hi"h all the time still and its been years. Also I did many# many prints a/ter that. I ha1e eaten a lot o/ crystal but it was ne1er like that /irst time. I must stress that I was in the company o/ 1ery e1ol1ed and older people that made sure my experiances were optimal. These were kind old spirits that had been were I was "oin" many years be/ore and many times. They held me as a baby e1ery inch o/ the way. .ou ha1e heard o/ near death experiances ri"ht. A thumbprint is a beyond death experiance. I ha1e a rich li/e now thats /ull o/ "ood /ortune. A wonder/ul wi/e and : children who are completely wonder/ul. E1ery day is complete $oy. I couldn't ask /or more# but I know it will end one day /or "ood. I await this day with no /ear #but the knowle"e that that most rewardin" and enli"htenin" experiance o/ li/e is death.
)k i'll tell you about the one that went bad. This /inds me in )akland in the early ;<'s. +etween tour's I would sit out in %an *rancisco and keep thin"s /lowin". *riends /rom the east coast would need shit so I would lay it and mail it or others would come out to "et a lower price and I would lay it and send them on there way. ell a real "ood /riend came out to "et = or > "rams. ith him he had a /ew people. I told him he could help me lay it and to ha1e his /riends han" out in the city till were done. He says this /riend o/ his is ready to come with us. ,ow I had talked to the "uy be/ore and knew he was connected to the rainbow /amily# but his ener"y seamed weird. trustin" my /riends $ud"ement i said alri"ht. %o we decide to dri1e o1er to oakland to lay it in a hotel. e "et to some slea&y hotel out by the /reeway and "et ready. ,ow i'm a little ed"y about this newbie watchin"# but as lon" as he stays out o/ the way it's /ine. %o we "et to work and it takes 0uite awhile to lay > "rams o/ acid. Thats >< tenpack or ><#<<< doses. ere done and cleanin up and he say my /riend is ready /or a print. I'm like are you sure and he says i think so. I look at his /riend and he's like $ust "i1e it to me I can handle it. %o I "et out my $ar o/ sil1er crystal and knock some out on the ni"htstand because my /riend wants to take some with him to do in the mountains. ell this /uckin dude sticks his /in"er ri"ht in my pile o/ crystal and then licks it. I'm like thats a pretty he/ty dose there soldier. He's like ya whate1er now what do we do. Then I
started to reali&e it was "oin" to "et weird. ithin 5 minutes he's sayin" man my /uckin stomach hurt's that was poison. I'm like "o in the bathroom your "oin" to puke. He "oes in there and and we hear him cussin and pukin". !eanwhile i'm askin my /riend what the hell he's "ot us into. Then the bathroom door opens and he comes out butt naked sayin" i'm "ettin the /uck out o/ here. ere like no man $ust chill your not "oin" to be able to "et /ar. e put him in the back bedroom and turn the li"hts out and /i"ure thats best /or him. I close the door and tell him i/ he needs me were there. I /i"ure he's "ot some thin"s to sort out with "od. ,ow this hotel Is ri"ht on the /reeway. In /act you can $ump out the window onto it. ere also on the second /loor. ell were sittin" there and i'm makin" some phone calls tellin" people i'm "oin" to be hun" up /or awhile and I hear cars on the /reeway honkin". e "o back into the bedroom and he's hal/way out the window# "ettin" ready to $ump onto the )akland /reeway naked as the day he was born. e pull him back into the room and he's startin" to reali&e he's dyin".He thinks i'm causin" him to die and i'm the de1il. ,ow shit "ets u"ly. He's screamin" at us that he's diein" and tryin" to "et out o/ the hotel. %ince I $ust layed > "rams i'm hi"h also as is my /riend. e call some other /riends to come o1er. ere holdin" him down on the bed tryin" to co1er his mouth. e ha1e ><#<<< doses o/ /reshly layed L%D in the room and I don't need the cops comin". I take the pan and all the supplies I used to lay with and throw them out the window onto the /reeway. !y other /riends "et there and we tell the "irls take the acid and "et out o/ hear 0uick. This "uy's screamin" at the top o/ his lun"s that he's dyin" and I know the other hotel "uest's can here him. It's "ot to be any minute that the )akland police show up. I'm tellin" him to let "o #don't /i"ht it. He thinks i'm satan so he's not listenin" to anythin" I say. Also as we ha1e been wrestlin" him he has lost control o/ his bodily /luids. There's puke #shit and piss all o1er. I can't ima"ine what the cops are "oin" to think when they come in and see a couple hippies on some "uy co1ered in puke and shit screamin" i'm dyin" as we tell him it's ok he'll like it. A/ter awhile he stops mo1in". He was sucked into eternity. He was "one. As he layed there motionless we cleaned him up. And my /riend san" ama&in" "race o1er and o1er to him. A/ter an hour passed I reali&ed the cops hadn't came. I contribute this to 5 thin"s. The protection o/ 8od and the /act we were in a nasty part o/ )akland and people mind there own buisness. !y "irl comes by and brin"s us clean shirts and pants. Itake a shower and clean up as they watch him and then we take turns. !y ner1es are /ra&&led. I'm hi"h and this "uys bad trip has really wi""ed me out. !e and my "irl decide to "o /or a walk since my /riends with him and he's not mo1in". e "et out side and reali&e that "oin" /or a walk at : am in oakland isn't "oin" to be "ood. %he senses my tension and we "o to the side o/ the hotel in some bushes were she layes me down and sets my mind at ease with that ma"ic only a woman can per/orm. As dawn breaks he's comin" around. Talkin" incoherantly #but I can see a sparkle in his eye. e all part ways and me and my "irl head back to %* to "et some sleep. A day or two later my /riend calls and says there headin" home and to come say "oodbye. I "et there and this "uy comes up to me and "i1es me a bi" hu" and says he's sorry. I tell him
don't worry about it. He then tells me that he met "od and was a di//erent person now. This makes me happy. This man hasn't taken L%D since and li1es in )re"on and owns a or"anic /arm. He's happy with a /amily and at peace. He says that ni"ht was the most important and best thin" that e1er happened to him. I see him at the )re"on county /air e1ery year and we always ha1e a bi" hu". he's turned into somebody i really admire and lo1e. A/ter this incedent I became 1ery care/ull o/ who I printed.
you wish to call it. A thumbprint allows this to happen and rerturn to our physical body. !y /irst print I layed down and 0uickly reali&ed that this was my actual death. .ou watch the whole process un/old with complete awareness. I didn't clin" to my body I $ust reali&ed my li/e had passed. As I was spiralin" up or out I saw my li/e e1ol1e throu"h the years I li1ed. The happiness# the sadness#the people I lo1ed and the people I didn't. The $oy that I "a1e and the pain that I caused. I saw the true nature o/ reality and why thin"s were the way they were. As I "ot hi"her I saw the nature o/ reality on the cosmic scale and saw that the reason /or our e1olution was to experiance lo1e. To lo1e is to ha1e experianced the /inest o/ li/e. Then came the moment were it was time to let "o. As I did it came /or me and I sobbed uncontrolabley /or I reali&ed that the li"ht or ener"y we call "od or creation was per/ect. It was pure unconditional lo1e. hat else could "od ha1e been I reali&ed. That "lint o/ innocent per/ection in a baby's eye. The li"ht was pure as the heart o/ 9esus (hrist. I dissol1ed into it and died. %ince there was no me only the all #I cannot remember the rest because there was no me to remember. A/ter /ore1er I slowly decended into my body. I spent days awake a/terwards talkin" to mysel/. I 1owed to "od to spread L%D so others could see the li"ht. I 1owed to look at e1ery person as the lord and treat them as such. I was reborn and continue to li1e by the 1alues I learned. I became as acti1e as I could spreadin" L%D. .ear a/ter year in hotel rooms with a pyrex pan and watercolor paper. Hopin" excitedly that some o/ these hit's will help "uide my brothers and sisters back towards the li"ht. L%D is a direct messa"e /rom 8od. -eriod. I don't think we "et another chance. e can lo1e each other or we can kill each other #but it is up to us. As I always say in my threads as a reminder# my work with L%D ended years a"o. As /or your 0uestion about eatin" and "oin" to the bathroom. I don't think I ate /or a week a/terwards. As /or "oin" to the bathroom I hadn't eaten be/ore hand at my "uides ad1ise so it wasn't a problem. I remember lettin" "o as it "ot dark and comin" back a lttle be/ore sunrise. I was hi"h /or alon" time a/terwards and as I said earlier you ne1er /ully return. I /eel hi"h all the time still and its been years. Also I did many# many prints a/ter that. I ha1e eaten a lot o/ crystal but it was ne1er like that /irst time. I must stress that I was in the company o/ 1ery e1ol1ed and older people that made sure my experiances were optimal. These were kind old spirits that had been were I was "oin" many years be/ore and many times. They held me as a baby e1ery inch o/ the way. .ou ha1e heard o/ near death experiances ri"ht. A thumbprint is a beyond death experiance. I ha1e a rich li/e now thats /ull o/ "ood /ortune. A wonder/ul wi/e and : children who are completely wonder/ul. E1ery day is complete $oy. I couldn't ask /or more# but I know it will end one day /or "ood. I await this day with no /ear #but the knowle"e that that most rewardin" and enli"htenin" experiance o/ li/e is death.
)k i'll tell you about the one that went bad. This /inds me in )akland in the early ;<'s. +etween tour's I would sit out in %an *rancisco and keep thin"s /lowin". *riends /rom the east coast would need shit so I would lay it and mail it or others would come out to "et a lower price and I would lay it and send them on there way. ell a real "ood /riend came out to "et = or > "rams. ith him he had a /ew people. I told him he could help me lay it and to ha1e his /riends han" out in the city till were done. He says this /riend o/ his is ready to come with us. ,ow I had talked to the "uy be/ore and knew he was connected to the rainbow /amily# but his ener"y seamed weird. trustin" my /riends $ud"ement i said alri"ht. %o we decide to dri1e o1er to oakland to lay it in a hotel. e "et to some slea&y hotel out by the /reeway and "et ready. ,ow i'm a little ed"y about this newbie watchin"# but as lon" as he stays out o/ the way it's /ine. %o we "et to work and it takes 0uite awhile to lay > "rams o/ acid. Thats >< tenpack or ><#<<< doses. ere done and cleanin up and he say my /riend is ready /or a print. I'm like are you sure and he says i think so. I look at his /riend and he's like $ust "i1e it to me I can handle it. %o I "et out my $ar o/ sil1er crystal and knock some out on the ni"htstand because my /riend wants to take some with him to do in the mountains. ell this /uckin dude sticks his /in"er ri"ht in my pile o/ crystal and then licks it. I'm like thats a pretty he/ty dose there soldier. He's like ya whate1er now what do we do. Then I
started to reali&e it was "oin" to "et weird. ithin 5 minutes he's sayin" man my /uckin stomach hurt's that was poison. I'm like "o in the bathroom your "oin" to puke. He "oes in there and and we hear him cussin and pukin". !eanwhile i'm askin my /riend what the hell he's "ot us into. Then the bathroom door opens and he comes out butt naked sayin" i'm "ettin the /uck out o/ here. ere like no man $ust chill your not "oin" to be able to "et /ar. e put him in the back bedroom and turn the li"hts out and /i"ure thats best /or him. I close the door and tell him i/ he needs me were there. I /i"ure he's "ot some thin"s to sort out with "od. ,ow this hotel Is ri"ht on the /reeway. In /act you can $ump out the window onto it. ere also on the second /loor. ell were sittin" there and i'm makin" some phone calls tellin" people i'm "oin" to be hun" up /or awhile and I hear cars on the /reeway honkin". e "o back into the bedroom and he's hal/way out the window# "ettin" ready to $ump onto the )akland /reeway naked as the day he was born. e pull him back into the room and he's startin" to reali&e he's dyin".He thinks i'm causin" him to die and i'm the de1il. ,ow shit "ets u"ly. He's screamin" at us that he's diein" and tryin" to "et out o/ the hotel. %ince I $ust layed > "rams i'm hi"h also as is my /riend. e call some other /riends to come o1er. ere holdin" him down on the bed tryin" to co1er his mouth. e ha1e ><#<<< doses o/ /reshly layed L%D in the room and I don't need the cops comin". I take the pan and all the supplies I used to lay with and throw them out the window onto the /reeway. !y other /riends "et there and we tell the "irls take the acid and "et out o/ hear 0uick. This "uy's screamin" at the top o/ his lun"s that he's dyin" and I know the other hotel "uest's can here him. It's "ot to be any minute that the )akland police show up. I'm tellin" him to let "o #don't /i"ht it. He thinks i'm satan so he's not listenin" to anythin" I say. Also as we ha1e been wrestlin" him he has lost control o/ his bodily /luids. There's puke #shit and piss all o1er. I can't ima"ine what the cops are "oin" to think when they come in and see a couple hippies on some "uy co1ered in puke and shit screamin" i'm dyin" as we tell him it's ok he'll like it. A/ter awhile he stops mo1in". He was sucked into eternity. He was "one. As he layed there motionless we cleaned him up. And my /riend san" ama&in" "race o1er and o1er to him. A/ter an hour passed I reali&ed the cops hadn't came. I contribute this to 5 thin"s. The protection o/ 8od and the /act we were in a nasty part o/ )akland and people mind there own buisness. !y "irl comes by and brin"s us clean shirts and pants. Itake a shower and clean up as they watch him and then we take turns. !y ner1es are /ra&&led. I'm hi"h and this "uys bad trip has really wi""ed me out. !e and my "irl decide to "o /or a walk since my /riends with him and he's not mo1in". e "et out side and reali&e that "oin" /or a walk at : am in oakland isn't "oin" to be "ood. %he senses my tension and we "o to the side o/ the hotel in some bushes were she layes me down and sets my mind at ease with that ma"ic only a woman can per/orm. As dawn breaks he's comin" around. Talkin" incoherantly #but I can see a sparkle in his eye. e all part ways and me and my "irl head back to %* to "et some sleep. A day or two later my /riend calls and says there headin" home and to come say "oodbye. I "et there and this "uy comes up to me and "i1es me a bi" hu" and says he's sorry. I tell him
don't worry about it. He then tells me that he met "od and was a di//erent person now. This makes me happy. This man hasn't taken L%D since and li1es in )re"on and owns a or"anic /arm. He's happy with a /amily and at peace. He says that ni"ht was the most important and best thin" that e1er happened to him. I see him at the )re"on county /air e1ery year and we always ha1e a bi" hu". he's turned into somebody i really admire and lo1e. A/ter this incedent I became 1ery care/ull o/ who I printed.
